Disparing Rose

I'm crying out in the dark, can't anyone hear?
Alone here by myself , I'm forced to face my horrid fear.
I'm by myself, Oh-so alone...
What is it I've done that Fate herself can't condone?
Deep in the dark shadows of dispair,
I'm forced to walk the catacombs, in my mind, of this evil lair.
Crumpling to my knees I fold.
Easily I break and start to form to your disired mold.
A tear slips out past the fanned barricade of lashes.
And as it slips a burried memory flashes.
A shining moment and heartfelt embrace?
Oh no, not me my mind is mistaken, I don't think I know that lovely of a face.
But if all I've known is darkness for this long...
How is it I can hear and taste the intoxicating melody of a bittersweet song?
A twitch of my lips,
My hand raises unconsciously to touch it with astonished finger tips.
Is this a smile that I wear?
A blush spreads against skin so fair.
The tear that was slowly carressing my face now drops.
At my knees, before my hunched form, it unceremoniously plops.
Silver drops spray out and dance before me, but strange thing this!
Where it splatters with a hiss, it quickly becomes mist.
I shield my eyes but cautiously peek, and what I see i can't believe!
Strange as it is, from my heart, there's a feeling so free!
A golden rose laid before me,
With shakey hand I hold it gently.
A quiet little sigh
And I kiss it slightly without breaking it I try.
Hope for tomorrow's anew,
I'll become someone for me and never, ever, anyone for you.